Sunday, January 03, 2010

OBE Dreams

19th March, 2009
 A clear image of my desk. It seemed that I could tune the image more closer to the image I perceive in waking life. I grabbed a piece of paper and I wrote the date of that day. March 19 (in Chinese - 3 月18日). I wrote it with strength, hope it can be printed on that piece of paper which later may be used as physical evidence that I can interact with physical object in a non physical form. Then I floated out of my room to my mother's bedroom. I saw something green. My mother was arranging her clothes. Then, I immediately got pulled back to  my body.

17th March, 2009
I successfully induced obe and in that time I could only remain in that state for a while. I floated out from my body and floated in circle then I immediately be back to the body.

10th March, 2009
I moved out of my body without vibration and my consciousness was fully awake. I told myself to keep consciously awoke as long as I could. I wished I could explore more in this extraordinary state. I looked at my hands and they were almost look transparent with only fine white moving lines. I moved around in my own bedroom. And I could touched the texture of the wall beside me. In that state I told myself to find others individuals who were also in OBE state. I wished I could meet them. As I kept this thought in mind, I suddenly shift back to my body. I moved out of my body again, repeating myself to stay as conscious as possible and to find the others. I stood in front of my bedroom window looking outside which it looked a little bit different from the view I looked in waking state. In waking state, there are only walls (the back of the building) opposite to my bedroom window, but at the OBE state, I saw them as they were the front view of the building. Also, the color tone had changed to yellow. I looked around but I found no others. Then, I went through a tunnel. I was moving so fast like it was in speed of the light. Everything was super fast moving and all I could see it was tiny spots in ahead. The time I went through the tunnel it was 5 or 6 seconds. I went through one tunnel then another. The second one looked darker than the first one. After that I lost my consciousness and I really can’t remember what I saw after going through the tunnels. At the end, I remembered that I got back to my own bedroom. I was curious about my own body I turned around and looked at my body. I saw a humanoid figure but I could not see clearly the details of my face. Then I woke up.

8th March, 2008
I floated out of my body then witnessed: I open the window and look outside. I see flowers and plants outside the window. Then, I have an intention to take a look at my own body. I turn around and I see myself covered by a blanket. I try to see my own face and my own body. I am aware that I’ll be awake soon so in a split of second I rudely take out the blanket and take a look at myself.

I woke up...

31st January, 2008
After the vibration... I open my eye and see there are two sockets on the wall to the left hand side. Next to them it is a white stand (not sure what it is). Then, i feel i am floating out of my body, this time through my head...then I tell myself to see the future, like a year forward, in Norway...

I float in circle in my own bedroom until i find a way to float to another room. It is so dark ...all i can see it is a chinese painting and many objects placed on the shelf...i touch the shelf and i can TOUCH it!!!! .... I turn around and float to the living room and i spot a dim light coming out from the drawer. I float to the drawer and open it and i see a thing!! I don't know what it is. I pick it up and it is wrapped by a plastic gift bag. It is too dark so i can't see the object clearly... Then, i fly outside my apartment, to the street... and there I see many down jackets hanging on the wall. The purple one looks nice!!!

I woke up!

17th January, 1999 - Asking the master
...(the usual process) … then having the following dream: I see my father is helping my mother to calm down her nerves on her bed. I'm wondering when was the last time she is under this situation.... I start to feel disoriented and unstable. Instead of floating up, there is kind of force, like magnet which pulls me down…I want to ask the "Master” a question. I try to make a hand gesture of the Buddha, but I can't... In order to do so, I start to pray, wish I could get rid of the magnetic force. After a few seconds I realized the forces had gone and I can make the Buddha gesture. I see a figure of a Chinese Goddess "Kun Iam", she prays with me…then I woke up and realize that it was a dream.

19th November, 1998
Out of Body Experience begins. I float out of my body, then having this dream: There is a mirror in front of me. I see myself wearing a green color shirt and I see my waist is getting thinner and thinner, and it looks nice. Then, I turn around and I see a room far away. Inside the room, I see the Chinese Monkey God “Su Ng Hong”. I fall in love with him. I realize that his former life was a human...

08th December, 1997
I and Mulder, that FBI agent from the film "The X’ Files", are at a forest. In the forest, there are wolves... We climb up a tree hoping to avoid the wolves... Later, the scene has shifted to a different place where there are two strangers chasing us. After being caught by them, they put us in jail... We don't know why but only know that the leader is an Asian woman. When the leader sees me she says she recognize me (but I don't recognize her) Then, she let us go. We are safe and then we go home.

I woke up and fell asleep again. I dreamed of Mulder again: He is pulling me up, he pulls my soul out of my body. Then, he leads me to a classroom where I sees many students…Suddenly, I have a terrible feeling of my blood circulation running faster inside my brain ...

Saturday, January 02, 2010

Vivid and Intense Dreams

16th March, 2009 - A wise intelligent
At Leal Senado Square, I hear a voice from the middle of the air asking a question of :"why don't you guys develop knowledge of afterlife instead of being too obsessed with the material world?" It sounds like a voice from a "wise intelligent". I answer his/her question that it is understandable that many people here in Macau are too materialistic due to the fact that the development of the city has just started and the its major development is concentrated on economic development.

Then, my scene shifted. I am at somewhere else now. I see a black leather wallet is transforming itself into "another form of life". Watching the wallet transforms into another life form, it represents to me "the end of its life".  I cry and I am so sad about the loss. All of sudden, I am connecting to the wise intelligent then he/she tells me that the wallet does not really die and it is just transforming into another life form to continue its journey. I reply to the wise intelligent that although the transformation does not imply the death of the wallet but the "wallet form" will be no longer exist, and I miss it. The wise intelligent says: "The process is needed indeed. It is essential for the evolution. Every stage is necessary including the loss of the previous form. It is part of the evolution."

Before I wake up, the image of Michael Jackson appears in my mind, suggesting that the wallet in the dream represents him...

(in waking life, my friend told me that MJ is going to have his last concerts in London between July of this year and February 2010. She wants me to be her company to go to the concerts.)

26th June, 2007 - A past life dream
…I’m in a Chinese temple or Japanese Ji (I think it is a temple, not sure about that, but it looks like one of them). There is a small blue kirin. It is so little and he has got horn. I’m the first person who experienced the dream. The kirin is chasing after me. He is playing with me!!! I notice that he walks without touching the ground. (likes floating in the air)… I see a big rectangular shape “stuff” in somewhere (for people to light up Chinese candles).

…My mom ignores me and walks to the pharmacy. There are two people around me. They are both European. The girl has got long curly brown hair and she is wearing eyeglasses. She walks up to me with a guy who is also wearing eyeglasses (actually he is Pedro!! My high school’s classmate.) The girl asks me to show her my bracelet (purple gemstone). I can feel that it is made by some special material by touching it (yea, I can feel it in my dream). Then, Pedro, (in my dream he is kind of … hermit or a Taoist Priest!!! He says not to let her touch my purple gemstone!! But she touches it already. I don’t care. Then, he asks me if I want to let him “assist” me to read my soul! (I remember quite well that in the dream he definitely said “assist” in English). He reads my soul by placing his palm above my left palm with my purple gemstone on it. Later, he tells me the word “funeral”. I ask him more details about it and I say I don’t mind whatever it is. Then, he tells me on twenty something of July (next month) there will be a “Mon Tao Hui 亡道會” (kind of festival or a ceremony of the deaths). I see a symbol of a pentacle on his hand, also I see a kind of Taoism tradition amulet, some red words (fine lines) written on a white paper…He tells me not to worry about the funeral, because funeral might represent a new start….Also, he tells me that “our” group is growing bigger, so maybe the funeral is representing the “new start” of the group! (what group? I have no idea that I’ve been joining a group!!) I guess I’ve been falling in love with him. I ask him if I can call him tonight if I am sleepless.

He tells me to follow him fastly to catch up the group. There are many people gathering on the street. They are heading to somewhere. They all dressed in costumes!! (A celebration? A Festival? I don’t know…). We have to change our clothes to join them. I see some Chinese words written on the clothe “大三…” (Big Three…)…

20th November, 2006 - Monkeys turn into dinosaurs

Somewhere like in a's so dark inside. I see many monkeys are locked inside the cages to my right hand side. There is a "man", he may be one of the worker in the laboratory. He injects some viruses inside the monkeys, then I suddenly have an idea that those monkeys will turn into horrible creature in a short period of time. Also, I see the gates everywhere are unlocked. They will run into the city!!!A voice says that! After that, I, Ken and another unfamiliar female figure get back to the laboratory. The place looks like very much my primary school. There are big dinosaurs, the monkeys really turn into dinosaurs. We hide in somewhere. One of the dinosaur sees us and walks up to us, then Ken tells me to not have any physical movement, so it can't see us if we remain still. Then, ken shoots the dinosaur at the back. Then, it attacks another dinosaur walk up to us. He doesn't see us and turns around and walks back to its place. Ken shoots it again. It falls down, then other dinosaur walks up to us and turns into a guard (human). This time that "thing" can think!! It learns intelligence. Then we get out of the place and uses the final bullet we have left. Ken tells me to stay there and don't move. That girl, is still hiding in somewhere, she stands up and shoot the rest of the dinosaurs to save us...After that, in a dream, I wake up and tell this dream to Ken. (still in the dream actually)

10th November, 2006 - The lost villagers
My mom is sick and she can't sleep in the middle of the night. I tell her to stay in the bed and try to sleep because healthy people have to sleep at least 8 hours per night. Also, I tell her that my coworkers recently only sleep less than 5 hours per night because they have to do lots of unfinished works, and they look so sick. Then I also sleep. Then, I see a movie director, he asks an actress to dress up in front of him. I see many scars at her back. Then, a man with eye glasses comes in the room and wants to hurt my mom. I hit him with a bunch and tell him to not hurt my mom. He is angry with the director. Later, he asks me to go with him, he says he wants to help me from a terrible event. I remember I see helicopter is coming to save him. I ask him to save my parents as well, but he says he could only save one person. I'm sad and I fall into the ocean... After awake, I find myself back to an island, where I used to live in before the disaster or terrible war had happened. I meet a lady. She asks me who I'm looking for. I tell her I'm coming back for my brother. I lost him in a war (or in a catastrophe) (I can't remember). I'm crying and tell her that my brother may still alive. Then, I see lots of papers and newspapers on the ground. I pick up a A4 size paper and I see my picture printed on it! My brother is looking for me!! My figure is so different from how I really look like in waking life. In that picture, I'm a nine - ten years old girl, wearing a black shirt with lace and have got blond hair and blue eyes. I'm so upset, because I realize that my brother has been looking for me for a long time. I feel so upset! (my brother looks like the man who wanted to save me before the war (or the catastrophe) hit the island). Then, I shout out loud: "What about my parent? Where are they??" I run to the village and look for them. I see no one in the village, everywhere is a ruin. There are lots of boxes and papers on the ground...I see a pack of souvenirs. It is wrap by a black card board, inside of it there are silver rocks, and silver dolls which I bought during the holidays with my parents in Maya (the Yucatan peninsula, a place where i wish to go in waking life). I realize that it was me who left this pack of souvenirs behind before the terrible disaster (I can't remember what it was, I only know that it has taken so much lives away). I find my hair also left inside the pack as a trace for my parents to know that I'm still alive. I'm so upset and I cry. "Where are my parents? Are they safe? Did my brother saved them?" I'm so confused and wondered what really happened in the village. Another girl comes along and asks me why I'm here. I tell her that I'm looking for my parents and also my brother. She calls her mom and try to figure out what had happened to the villagers. I ask her "Where are the villagers now? I can't find even a corpse here!! Do the helicopters saved them all??" She assumes that: "The villagers were forced to jump into the ocean by the attackers!! So, you can't find a single corpse here!! I can't believe that, they must be saved by my brother...At the same moment, the enemies came back and want to kill the rest of the villagers (me and the other girl) The girl is a rich person, she has got lots of body guards. I follow her to her island to start a new life where she wants to teach me agriculture. I refuse to learn it, because i'm still thinking of my parents. They may still alive!! I have to find them and I have to go back to that island to find them!! Then, I suddenly realize that it was just a story and it was myself who made it up. I cry and cry. I woke up and call my friend that I've been making up a sad story which everything can not be rewind!!! Everything is settled now and the story must ends up tragically. I see my daddy is in the living room. It was a dream but also a story made up by myself...

31st October, 2006 - Recalling memory from childhood
...I am at Ken's house. We are wearing really really thick clothes. His brother and his cousin just came home and they notice that someone has came to the house. They see a pair of big shoes. Ken's brother first recognize those shoes and he tells his cousin that those shoes belong to Ken's wife. She always wears BIG shoes!!! When they enter the house, they see us (I and Ken) sitting on the floor in the middle of the living room. Ken's brother says: "Look at them! They are still wearing the same old thick warm clothes!" I don't feel comfortable with his words. Following day, instead of wearing big boots as usual, I wear smaller type shoes...

...Ken's mom asks me what does my mom do? I tell her that my mom is retired and every morning she goes to do exercise to keep her body in shape, like walking around in the hills, practising "tai qi" and participating in chinese dancing. Ken's mom looks amazed that my mom is doing so well with her daily schedule. Inside my mind, I am thinking, what about my daddy? He likes always to sit in the living room and watch TV, he rarely shows his own character at all....

...I am looking at a photo album, I am comparing two photo books in which both of them are taken at the same place but at different date. The photo album at my left hand side, the photos were taken at the year of 1995, and the photos at my right hand side were taken at the year of 1999.

I can't recognize where the pictures were taken. I recognize my mom and her friend. But they look far older than the present moment... (I can't remember much about this part of dream) my house, but it is distorted, my daddy and I are in a bedroom looking at something, then suddenly we hear a strange voice, it looks like a voice of St. Maria's figure. I'm so scared, then we go to the living room, and my daddy says he is waiting for my mom. I go to the balcony and see my sketch book is hanging at the balcony, it almost falls down, fortunately I take it back before it falls on the a square dining table, there are my daddy sitting at my right hand side, my uncle J. sitting opposite to me, my aunt sitting at my left hand side. Then, later, Ken comes along and sits in between my daddy and me. (it likes he replaces my daddy status - My mom also comes in and sits at my left hand side. I see we eat lots of meat! Uncle J. is getting weak, I heard something like 65 years old. Uncle thinks that he is still young even 60 something years old. I see someone's hand is trembling, so weak...they give meat to my aunt... everybody in the dining table looks healthy except uncle.

...I go to is dark outside, it looks like if it is in the evening, I see one of my childhood's teacher, she is teaching ten commandment to the children. It is different from what we learn in the waking state. I only remember that the first two are " You have to..." The third is " Do not kill your wife / husband" ... In a dream i am thinking, it feels so good that I have learned the commandment at childhood easily. Then I enter to a looks like a church and it looks like Santa Rosa de Lima (my primary school) I change my perspective lower to feel like I am a child. Changing the perspective it makes me recall lots of memory from my childhood. I see Teresa Lei,...and others, I see our conversations in the past,...then, a phone call rings, I'm waiting Ken, but actually, she is Jessica (my classmate from the present moment- design) She calls me and says the classroom number to me. It is at third floor, number four. I say I 'm at third floor right now, I'm coming (but I am in the other building actually). I hurry up and heard something, something really nice. I go to the main hall and I see Maksim is playing the piano. I am so happy and I take out the camera and take his photo. He looks at me smiling, so sweet!!! When I take the picture, my digital camera works slowly, the shutter speed slow up, I can't take really nice photos, the photo appears shaken, it is disappointed. After he plays the pieces (I forgot the melody) he walks up to me. I ask him to take a photo with me. :) So sweet, and he is so sweet and nice!!! I wake up happily.

31st October, 2006 - Loss of teeth 
(the dream upon awakening) I tell Ken what I have been dreaming in the previous dream. I tell him I change my sight to a lower perspective (about children's height) to look at the world, and it makes me recall lots of memory from childhood. We enter a noodle restaurant. It is crowded. I don't enjoy very much eating at a crowded restaurant. Later, I think of owning a noodle restaurant and hire my daddy and mom as a reception only to deal with money. At the same time I am thinking that my daddy always looks angry, so what if my mom replace his status? Then, each week we earn some money and we share the money. Each of us (me and my parents) will have a hundred to 2 hundreds profit per week. At my home, my daddy suggests to transfer 15,000.00 patacas from Bank of Tai Fung to another account to receive a gift - an electronic toothbrush. I say I don't want it because I always have sore gums so electronic toothbrush is not suitable for me. I enter to bathroom to brush my teeth. I feel pain in the lower front right teeth. I brush it, brush it, then I feel the three front teeth (the lower part) are loosen. I'm scared and I'm thinking to see a doctor. When I finish clean my mouth, three of the lower front teeth are lost. I'm so scared, the feeling is so real and I tell myself: "Please, this is not real! This is not real! It is only a dream! Please! This is only a dream!" Then I wake up. I'm so scared.

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Precognitive Dreams

31st December, 2009 
I and my parents went to a fitness center. When I climbed upstairs I saw the lady whose I met during internship. She was practicing yoga, wearing a dark green jacket. 

The scene shifted. Mr. K. was composing a song with teacher...Later I played his song at sunset. The song became more vital and it sounds to be more beautiful than he first created. A different setting helps create a different mood of the song...

(in waking life, I saw that lady wearing the same jacket on a shopping mall)

13th August, 2006
Last night I dreamed of my father need to go out for 3 days to do some business. Before that, he told me about a story of a 80 something years old man who just looks like in his 60s. He thought he is amazing. Why can't a 80 year old man be energetic like the young one!! Yeah, I do agree. Later, he left home and told me some kind of medicine code to handle in case of time of difficulty. I immediately wrote it down. It was "SFN (something like that, i wasn't sure) 0100 and 0101 (something like like) That moment, my mom caught a cold and she was sleeping. I was afraid that the worst might happened to us which I didn't want to face it without the company of my father...

...Someone held my left hand...many carpets were everywhere...I could smell it!! It was so stink...I was in a design company and the boss requested me to do some work...

Back in waking life: Today, at lunch time, uncle J. was talking about he is planing on a trip to China "Wan Nam" for six days, depart on 6th September. My daddy said he is interesting on it too and maybe he will join him to go there...that moment I was worried, I remembered the dream...

7th August, 2006
During the week I had been dreaming about some unusual events which I thought I should write them down before I forgot them.

 I wasn't sure if the dream occurred at that night or at the following night: "I see a group of raged people protesting on the street. It is in Israel. War has begun and is spreading fast to the East. Afhganistan is destroyed, the west part of China is also affected by the war. I'm so scared and I tell my parents to move together to United States because Macau isn't safe now and will sooner or later be destroyed by Israel as well. "

I haven't watched tv or read any newspaper for a while, but that day after the dream, I read some newspapers and found that some people on the other side of the world are suffering from war, and the attacker is Israel. I am upset about the news, of course anybody do when reading this kind of story, but on the other hand, i feel weird. Why would I have dreamed about this without reading this topic of news or without hearing from anyone else talking about this story?? It is interesting...

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Dream Within Dreams

14th March, 2008 - 3 weird dreams
I had three weird dreams last night. All of them were similar to each other. The first dream began with... a scene of a corridor where I saw my grandmother. She was wearing something blue ... on top of her...My aunt was very sick and in serious condition at the hospital...I saw uncle and another relatives were there too. I told myself: "Hey, this is not gonna to be happened!" I and my parents decided to go to my aunt's place to see her. (i woke up)

In the second dream, I found myself walking to the direction of my office. I waited for the lift and suddenly, my daddy called, I looked at the digital clock displayed on my cell phone and it was 2:30 pm. My daddy told me that grandma is in bad condition and he told me to come to the hospital immediately. Before I arrived to the hospital, my grandma passed away...that moment I was so confused my aunt with my grandma. Aunt was seeing a doctor and all the relatives are here in Macau...

In the third dram, I thought I was awake. I told my mom that I had a weird dream last night. I told her I dreamed of grandma who passed away long time ago passed away again in my dream last night, also aunt was seeing a doctor in the dream...Then, all of a sudden I was aware that I was still in a dream... 

15th June, 2007 - Wedding
I dreamed I was dressing in a formal dress to a wedding ceremony...(not sure if i was the bride) I chose a golden high heel shoes to attend the ceremony. .. My mom told me that we were going to be late, the ceremony started at 10:30am. I told her that if i wear this high heel shoes, the groom would look shorter than me!! Then I woke up with joy...

(in waking state)Then, a few minutes later...i fell asleep again.

(in the dream) In the dream I told my boyfriend (the groom of the previous dream) that last night i dreamed that we were going to be married. When I was dressing up I chose a high heel golden shoes. (i told him exactly what had happened in the previous dream, just like a rerun). Then he was so mad when he heard of those shoes, he stopped to listen to me and he got really very angry... I was upset...because he didn't let me to complete the "rerun" of the dream...

Then, the scene shift to a bathroom...i saw two cockroaches, i remember that was one of those in silver color!!! Disgusting!!! >_<

I had to clean the bathroom. I went outside...I was on the street. I cleaned the ground with my bare hand (weird). I saw a stranger came along to me and asked me if i need help. He pulled over the car and helped me to clean the ground. I guess i fell in love with him ...

(waking state) Woke up and I felt joy again....

(another dream, same night) I saw three suns in the sky...but it was at night...I was hiding ... I don't know why i was hiding...

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Mutual Dreams

24th May, 2007 - Both of us dreamed of breaking up
On the street, I see a friend of K. They are talking to each other...
I and K are inside an old cinema right now. Somebody, a group of guys have taken our seat. We show them our ticket then they go away. On K's left hand side, there is an empty seat. I sit on K's right hand side and next to me it is also an empty seat then next to the seat, there is a man who is smoking and i can smell the smoke!!

We are watching Romeo and Juliet. On the film, one of the actress says the origin of the film "The Romeo and Juliet" is from Macau. Later on, there is a pregnant woman sit next to K's seat. The cigarette man leaves his seat as the film seems to be boring. Both of us not pay lot of attention to the film. I see some of my coworkers are inside the cinema as well. We say hi to each other. At the same time K turns his back and sits opposite to the scene. It's weird, and I notice that he is watching a comic book instead of watching the film. I feel alone... Some people come into the cinema and K knows them. He goes to greet them and lead them to the seats. He likes to help people. Then back, then another people come in, he goes to help them as well, leaving me all alone now in the seat. I feel I am being totally abandoned.

Later, I notice there is a little girl who is looking for her mom. K goes to toilet alone and helps the little girl to find her mother. He left me without saying anything to me and I am thinking that he has changed! ...

When I see the little girl touches K's hand I'm feeling hurt and I cry.

After that, after K finish helping all those people around, he is back with me now and he starts to talk to me and asks me why i am crying.

We leave the cinema. As we walk down the stairs, I have a strange thought in my mind, this is kind of precognitive dream. In the future i will have many situations like this which K will leave me alone by myself. I'm upset and I cry.

Somewhere near my house, we walk down the hill and I tell him to break up. Because he is ignoring me most of the time. He says why I always mention about breaking up instead of fixing things every time we have problems. I start to cry. He says he intends to be so cold because he is planning to break up later.

I ask him why I have trusted him in the very beginning, and why he lie to me. He has promised that will treat me very well and love me, seems a lie...I cry.

He asks me to go shopping with him. I sit on a side crying. He let me see a pairs of shoes which cost only MOP10.00. It's very cheap. He buys a blanket. Then, the shop owner, a western guy. He tells us not to hold the plastic bag too close to the body, because it's hot. There is a puppy doll inside the plastic bag. I put it in a more comfortable location of the bag.

He has spent MOP1000 in the shop. I'm still crying. I am asking myself why it ends here. I haven't been to Easter Island yet and there is another place I also wish to go. But it's over...

Later, I go into a cosmetic shop. I sit at the corner crying. In front of me there is a mirror. I look at it and from the reflection of the mirror I see myself look very ugly. Sadness has made me look older than my actual age. There are five female assistants in the shop come closer to me and ask me what happen to me. Four of them are really willing to help me and another one seems doesn't like me at all. I stop crying because i don't want to let others see me crying. One of them hand me two necklaces. Both of them are gold, one is gold color and another one is purple. She shows me that i can open the necklace in many angles whenever and wherever i want to...

I woke up.

Day Events:

After I awoke. I phoned K and asked him if he had any kind of dream last night. He told me that he was dreaming about he broke up with her girlfriend. He was sad and his height has shortened. He thought that he had got nothing at all so he tried to kill himself by hitting by a car. He said as he walked up to the car which is coming fast to him, a female figure (like his coworker) appeared in the scene. She saved him and told him he was crazy. She said: "Trying to kill yourself is stupid and it can't fix anything." Later, he went to a shop and wanted to buy a white light bulb. It cost MOP10.00. The shop owner said he need to give her valuable things in order to buy the light bulb. He gave the shop owner everything he had and told her: "In case I can't come back, please just pass all his stuff to his old family.

Monday, November 20, 2006

Problem Solving Dreams

20th November, 2006 - EDK, Manuel Surrealism Pinto Zoncales

"There are many books inside a house. It is an unfamiliar indoor setting. I see Kam and Ken inside the house. I'm looking for a solution to work out the illusional images project. I try to find a solution from those books. Ken asks me astonishingly: "You're not going to read them all, are you??" I reply: "I have to find a solution. It must be here!!"

Later on, in IASD bulletin board, here I post my problem. My topic is: " A night - a little dream" ... (i can't remember the body part of the post). Lately, someone named "EDK" replies with " A bad - a little man" ...(also, i forgot what's in the major part of the post) I only know that he tells me solution of how to work out the hybrid images to make distance illusional images. I'm happy at that moment. I've been to looking for that person and try to meet him in person. Then, i realize that he works in TDM, a place where also Ken is working in. Then, I have a feeling that this person is temporary living in Macau at the moment. I tell my feeling to Ken that I "sense" that person. Ken is angry about it. He seems to hate this person. He is jealous that he is a western guy but talks cantonese fluently. Later on, I found his name is: "MANUEL SURREALISM PINTO ZONCALES". Pinto is what people usually call him.

In the supermarket. I catch a moon. Then I put it inside a giant glass. I tell Pinto that I caught a moon... A place where many people inside. I see a child, a fat boy...
The bookshop calls "Pinto Livros" may has the solution...

In waking life: There is actually a bookshop named "Pinto Livros" in my hometown...

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Recurring Theme Dreams

17th November, 2006 - Magician playing tricks
"I am in an unfamiliar place. There are lots of western magicians. We are dancing happily. The feeling is like, they are helping me. They give a hand to me and dance...Later, I see a magician is playing a trick. He turns into a different character...when people look at him, he is not him but turns into somebody else, then somebody else turns into another person...something green..." (I can't remember much about it because I didn't record the dream just after awakening)  
Someday in November, 2006 - Magician playing tricks
"I see a magician with his assistant in somewhere near my home place. They are playing tricks. His assistant is a beautiful girl. Ken also is there." I can't remember much of the dream. 
24th September, 2006 - Someone has a crush on k 
"...I'm walking on the street with K., then he meets two of his former female classmates. One of the girls says she can't believe that she sees K. dating with a girl, (because he used to be weird in high school time and never thought he would have a girlfriend). Then, K. asks them their contact numbers and asks them if there is any birthday party or some kind of meeting taking place recently. If there is any, just call him. One of the girl looks like a mixed blood. She smiles so often then says her smile doesn't look as cute as mine, and when she is cool, it doesn't look as sexy as mine as well. I'm very confused when she says that. She seems to have a crush on K. and doesn't like me at all. Then, the perspective of the dream has changed. It looks like very much looking at the girl from a camera lense, viewing her from her feet to the head. She looks very nice!!! Her friend next to her says that: 'Look at her!! She is really hot and sexy!!' She has got long perfect leg, and a nice body. She is dancing and sexy. I'm amazed too, cause every move of her is also attracting me. When she uses her tongue to lick something on the air, I think of not seeing K. anymore. Cause that girl actually is seducing him. I'd rather go away and say goodbye to K. Then, I see a mirror like image just opposite to the girl. What I see it is horrified!! In the reflection she looks like a Death Goddess, something like that, because the image of it is a skeleton face with big round eyes pop out from the legs, and it looks so creepy! Then, a second later, a bus fastly passes her back and hit someone... On the road, I see a man being hit. Lots of blood on the ground. . . And, K. turns out to be someone else, also lays in the ground..."

Same night, also dreamed of:

"I'm in Hong Kong by myself because K. has to get back to Macau first. I'm looking for a hotel to stay overnight alone. It is on Sunday (but in fact should be on Saturday, cause I have to go back home on Sunday night - the time is confusing in the dream). There is Mandarim Oriental Hotel, it is too expensive for me and I can't afford it. Then I think of going to the Causeway bay, the hotel over there maybe cheaper. But, there is a risk that maybe someone else will break in my room without notice and stare at me sleeping. It is frightening!! The security in the cheaper hotel is not as good as the fancy hotel...So I decide to not stay alone in a hotel. Daddy suddenly is next to me. . . I think of "Maybe I should go home earlier!!" 
20th September, 2006 - Looking for clothes
 " boots worn out and I need to buy a new one. I go inside a boutique and looking for a green Dr. Martins boots. The sale assistant says they don't sell this type of boots. I'm thinking of maybe it is time to go to Hong Kong for shopping! There is nothing I can buy in Macau! Then, I see many fancy clothes, they are all pricey! I'm thinking that why I don't have much money to buy all the thing I like? >_< ... I really want to buy clothes and a pair of new boots!" In waking life: I remember I always dream of the same theme (looking for clothes) in certain situation. The last time I dreamed about this kind of dream, it was like the moment I was under stress because of the intense school works. The new and the last semester of 4 year of Design has started on 18th September. I assume the reason to have this kind of dream is somehow related to stress at College, and shopping can release stress!."  
Someday between 14th to 19th September, 2006 - Someone has a crush on K
"...there is someone else who falls in love with K. . ." I can't remember much about it...
In the same night i also dreamed of:

"...I am in somewhere looking for an exit!" I ask a lady a question then I give her MOP1500 for showing me a way back to Macau. Many students including myself come to a dead end tower and can't go back!!.." I can't remember...